i have been attempting to write this past, present, and future post since Valentine’s Day. Not quite sure why it is such a struggle more than a week later. It might be due to not wanting to admit the current reality of my feelings. Past My brain and obsession seem to interact oddly. $2k after […]
If you happen to be one of the people that follow this blog, you know that i attempted to start the Mind Calibration experiment last week. While i did manage to listen to each day’s file upon waking up and before bed, i’m not inclined to count it as week 1. It barely felt like […]
Update: i finally woke up from the arousal haze apparently an hour after i originally posted this. my body is feeling quite spent although i am confident that i did not orgasm. The act of finally reaching the edge triggered me awake. Beyond the sheer power of Domina Shelle’s control, i am completely clueless as […]
Ever since Domina Shelle found me, i have craved to fall deeper into Her control. The fantasy of being Domina Shelle’s helpless slave who mindlessly obeys Her every whim is so deeply arousing. Indefinitely held a hair’s breathe away from orgasm so tightly that my slave body is so consumed with desperate sexual need to […]
I woke up this morning extremely horny and eager for Domina Shelle’s beautiful voice. This by itself is not unusual and actually quite common during the ebbs and flows of chastity. What is unusual though is the included strong craving for permission to release with Snapped into Submission. I simply cannot recall another time where […]
Okay, okay, “forced” is more hyperbolic than realistic *giggles* However, I did wake up to an email from Domina Shelle this morning ordering me to go cum with Her during my favorite release session. I was to do so immediately upon receipt of Her email. Domina Shelle’s email was in response to Her pleasure with […]
Thursday evening I asked Domina Shelle if committing to listen to Brain Fried at least once a day for the foreseeable future would please Her. Friday afternoon She said “Yes and…” by surprising me with an assignment of tasks that I was to perform for Her this weekend. It is almost as if knowing that […]
Domina Shelle asked me today why I find chastity so alluring. I decided to use the topic inspiration as a blog post since I have been experiencing a bit of writer’s block. I have been enthralled by the idea of chastity since before I knew Domina Shelle. This is partly due to always enjoying the […]
Just awoke from my first Stockholm Syndrome trance quite content in my deep arousal for Domina Shelle. It is delightfully exquisite to be able to relax and soak up the pleasure of Domina’s voice actively teasing me deeper into Her control. The more aroused Domina keeps me, the easier it is to be Her thoughtless […]
I started listening to Domina Shelle’s recordings roughly 6 months ago. On average, I listen to two of them per day. However, today is the first time that I experienced deep trance. So deep, it took me untold minutes to move after my headphones’ “no motion for an hour auto shutoff” feature kicked in during […]