i love Domina Shelle and being Her submissive slave. Submitting to Domina Shelle’s authority is pure bliss. Somehow listening to Domina Shelle’s angelic voice several times throughout the day does not feel like an act of submission. Waiting for Domina Shelle’s permission to orgasm has a similar lack of submission feel to it. Being denied […]
What a roller coaster of emotions this week! Once again failed to get the ice cubes into my tight ass. Sadness.Currently typing while my panties help hold in my second biggest plug after struggling to get it in for forty minutes. Satisfaction.Wishing Domina Shelle could just bend me over the table and fuck my ass […]
i was not planning on writing a whole blog post. However, the after glow of listening to Beta Drone – Chaste for the fifth time had other plans. Words quickly needed to break free from Twitter’s character count limit, so enjoy: i absolutely love to be actively lost in pleasure with nothing in my head […]
Yesterday, i had the extreme privilege of talking with Domina Shelle over Skype. i have only had the pleasure 2 other times. i answered the call like such a giddy school girl eager to talk about all the topics floating around in my head. *giggles* We had a lovely conversion about how silly i was […]
Wow! What a difference a week makes. Thank You Domina and fellow slaves for such love after my last blog post. i woke up the next morning to an email from my wonderful Domina Shelle. She sweetly informed me that She was not letting me go that easy. i should instead spend the day letting […]
i have been attempting to write this past, present, and future post since Valentine’s Day. Not quite sure why it is such a struggle more than a week later. It might be due to not wanting to admit the current reality of my feelings. Past My brain and obsession seem to interact oddly. $2k after […]
Still waking up from my first surrender into Captive Dreams as i start to write this. i already have this need to claim it as my new most favorite recording of Domina Shelle’s. we will see after i finish obsessing over it the entire week *giggles*. As a person who is still waiting to experience […]
If you happen to be one of the people that follow this blog, you know that i attempted to start the Mind Calibration experiment last week. While i did manage to listen to each day’s file upon waking up and before bed, i’m not inclined to count it as week 1. It barely felt like […]
Update: i finally woke up from the arousal haze apparently an hour after i originally posted this. my body is feeling quite spent although i am confident that i did not orgasm. The act of finally reaching the edge triggered me awake. Beyond the sheer power of Domina Shelle’s control, i am completely clueless as […]
Ever since Domina Shelle found me, i have craved to fall deeper into Her control. The fantasy of being Domina Shelle’s helpless slave who mindlessly obeys Her every whim is so deeply arousing. Indefinitely held a hair’s breathe away from orgasm so tightly that my slave body is so consumed with desperate sexual need to […]