A month’s worth of journal entries can be a lot to go through. Therefore, i have consolidated the Best Thing That Happened section of each entry to this single page. The Read More links can then be used to read the whole journal entry when desired. It may no longer be October (or LocTober as Domina Shelle calls it) but it does not need to be for you to enjoy a blissful month spent deeply focused on Domina Shelle. i highly recommend partaking in Domina Shelle’s LocTober 2021 regardless of what month it actually is. my dear reader, you will only regret not doing so!
- LocTober 2021 – Week 1 – The Keyholder: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
- LocTober 2021 – Week 2 – Chastity Pleasures: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
- LocTober 2021 – Week 3 – Extreme Dissociation: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
- Loctober 2021 – Week 4 – Chastity Tease: Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
Week 1
Day 1
my first LocTober week was fairly rough due to circumstances outside my commitments to Domina Shelle. Not cumming was one of the only instructions i successfully accomplished. Princess Andrea was starting LocTober a week late due to spending her birthday with her family. i asked both her and Domina Shelle if i could start LocTober over with Princess Andrea. Fortunately, T/they both said yes which granted me a second chance at starting LocTober off on the right foot. Looking back, it was quite delightful to have a chastity girlfriend to share support and accountability with each other. Thank you Princess Andrea! 😘 i joined her on Day 2; therefore, there is no actual Day 1 journal.
Day 2
Domina Shelle giggling as She responded with “My sweet v, I will allow this that will be so much fun…” to my permission request to essentially repeat Week 1 of LocTober so that @sissyprinzessin would have a chastity buddy. i am also overtly hoping that repeating week 1 will drive me closer to the sticky, wet, and sexy hyper-aroused state several of Domina’s other slaves have expressed this past week.
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Day 3
Domina Shelle surprised me with a special gift from the beach ❤️. It has been quite disruptive to my day and quite arousing *giggles*
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Day 4
Today’s assignment included a command to mantra an extra time for 10 minutes while looking at one of Domina’s pictures. Much to my excitement, my sex actually ached with some active arousal while obeying.
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Day 5
Domina Shelle calling me sexy and expressing Her love for my nails, panties, and obedience shown in the small video i asked to send Her. She also allowed me to spoil Her with an Amazon gift card as a thank You for all of the hard work She has already done for all of us this LocTober.
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Day 6
Remembering that Domina Shelle enjoys seeing my handwriting, so decided to mail Her my completed i surrender and obey automatically without thought or question because i want to give Princess my sexual pleasure assignment.
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Day 7
Being able to follow Domina’s touch suggestions while listening to White Noise II for the first time in two weeks while somehow not coming near the edge. i simply cannot get enough of this recording.
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Week 2
Day 1
Today marks two weeks of not cumming for Domina Shelle. Two weeks is my typical wait period before i previously would have trouble controlling my impulses to stay chaste for my Domina. That all seems to have changed once i started listening to White Noise II a month ago. i simply don’t find myself thinking about cumming. Instead, my thoughts are more about how good it will feel once i reach the three week mark which would officially be my longest chastity period. i have wanted to be successfully locked within Domina Shelle’s mental chastity cage for over a year now. i couldn’t be more happy that it finally seems to be coming true.
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Day 2
Obeying Domina Shelle’s command to wear nipple clamps for 10 minutes three times today while no panty petting allowed. It’s a bit amusing how pain can turn into pleasure *giggles*
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Day 3
Domina Shelle made today a day of edging outside of trance. To be honest, i can’t remember the last time i touched myself without Her voice running through my ears so there were only a few more edges today than would otherwise occur via trance permission. It is arguable whether listening to my special White Noise II loop while edging is actually out of trance; but, that’s what i did for morning and evening mantra along with sending Domina my TMT. What is actually notable about today is that i didn’t feel at all close to cumming regardless of how close to the edge i got before stopping. It excites me so much that with each additional day of chastity (16 days could very easily be my best streak), i become more confident, thankful, and thrilled that Domina has taught me how to not cum. Being securely locked within Her mental chastity cage is something that i’ve craved since rediscovering Domina Shelle over a year ago.
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Day 4
At first blush, i was not sure what to put here today. Pausing for a few minutes longer allowed me to remember how soothing it felt to listen to v 2Sex a couple times after work today. Slowly but surely, i am noticing a building need to have Domina Shelle’s sweet voice drip Her honey soaked words in my mind constantly. Life just feels a bit more grey without it. Sometimes i fret that i am not consciously noticing reactions to Domina’s triggers; but, i need to remember to just let go and trust Her even more deeply. After all, i do not need to notice how Domina Shelle’s control is wrapping tighter and tighter around me. I just desperately need it to do so.
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Day 5
In the past, i have not really reacted much to Domina Shelle’s pictures. i have enjoyed looking at Her pictures. She’s very sexy and beautiful. However, they haven’t really triggered and active arousal response. This is one of the reasons i choose to focus on Worship – Kneel at My Feet recording from Domina’s special deals this week. Today, my work has paid off as all of Domina’s tweet pictures have triggered a deep active arousal response within me. i absolutely love noticing the ways i am becoming so weak and vulnerable for my Queen.
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Day 6
Domina Shelle send me a text today telling me: “you will listen to Absolute Authority and edge 3 times” which i found myself immediately needing to do after sending back “Yes Domina ❤️”. If this is what automatic obedience is, i greedily want more. It felt so good to surrender into Absolute Authority and edge to a different picture of Domina upon waking up three times in a row. i should note that it’s actually my first time listening to the whole recording and it is so tantalizingly delightful that i actually can’t remember much from it. Thus, making it the first recording that i am just not quite sure what the middle of the recording contains. Not that i want to know. It is far sexily for Domina Shelle to play as She desires without my conscious knowledge. It just has not happened before with a full recording and not just added whispers to one. *giggles* i am beyond happy.
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Day 7
Domina Shelle texted me a few short videos of Her in Halloween costumes. i am partial to the black cat costume as i am a feline at heart myself. It wasn’t particularly erotic or a tease beyond the sensualization of simply seeing Her, but i absolutely love these little tokens. It feels me with such joy and love knowing that my Domina was thinking of me long enough to let me know.
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Week 3
Day 1
Today marks the longest i have stayed chaste not just for Domina Shelle but also since puberty. Well, technically it was one of the days between last Sunday and this one. However, i am not sure which; therefore, today it is *giggles* Truth of the matter is that these three weeks have been different. i do not fully understand how secure, calm, and not pent up i feel; but, i trust that Domina knows what She is doing *giggles*
i honestly do not think i have thought about cumming once. Instead, my desperate need to lose the my ability to cum grows with each additional moment Domina Shelle keeps me locked up. Losing all control over my sexuality is my ultimate fantasy, so i completely lost myself within the Week 3 recording. So much so, that i unfortunately lost track of time causing me to fail to finish Sunday’s assignments on Sunday. i am so sorry for my disobedience Domina 😢
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Day 2
After yesterday, posting this journal before i lose myself in Domina Shelle’s sweet voice for likely the rest of the night.
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Day 3
So um…. i may have taken some acid after posting yesterday’s blog… and then proceeded to listen to Domina Shelle’s so so sticky sweet voice for the next 20 hours straight. There’s really no telling accurate recording counts for the time period; but the main bulk of loops was the Week 3 recording or the v 2Sex recording. Oh so much pleasure never once thinking about cumming… just becoming more suggestible and obedient to all of Domina’s whims. I’ve had my headphones off for a couple hours now, yet i can still so deliciously feel Domina’s voice bouncing around in my head.
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Day 4
Today was the day that i super struggled with staying obediently in chastity for Domina Shelle in the morning. It is days like this that used to be my complete downfall every time i would reach somewhere between 2 and 3 weeks of chastity. i was very fortunate to have Princess Andrea’s support and receive Domina Shelle’s direct commands to not cum and not touch near noon. Once i received them, the old me vanished (hopefully for the last time) and i was once again at peace. The episode unfortunately did cause me to not create a journal entry for the day.
Day 5
Today i posted a blog about yesterday’s experience and my gratefulness that i did not ruin LocTober by cumming. It is written in my more typical post format; therefore, there isn’t a Best Thing That Happened excerpt to paste here.
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Day 6
Did not follow through with the idle thoughts of cumming or edging so much that an accident happened.
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Day 7
Obedience to Princess is Pleasure. Although, if i am being completely honest, spending 15min watching a slideshow of Domina Shelle’s pictures without touching myself was far too easy. i wasn’t even tempted to touch likely because i was sadly only experiencing slight passive arousal soaking in Her beauty. i definitely need to be held in chastity longer and much more conditioning to become incredibly turned on upon seeing a picture of Domina Shelle. Oh how delightful it would be if the mere act of seeing Domina’s next picture She posted on Twitter immediately edged me. *giggles*
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Week 4
Day 1
Princess Andrea gave me a shout out in her latest blog post. i have quite enjoyed my time being chastity girlfriends with Princess Andrea and getting to know her better. Thank You Domina and Princess Andrea for permitting me to restart LocTober. It really helped me settle down and focus on enjoying the month extra focused on Domina Shelle.
i also want to take a moment and thank everyone else that reads my blog posts or interacts with me on Twitter. It has been life changing to be a part of this community. You might not know it with how open some of my posts are, but it tends to be difficult for me to interact with others in person. Meanwhile, you all have been welcoming and supporting to this “baby” (i.e. only 1.5 years with Domina) girl. It reflects highly on just how amazing of a woman Domina Shelle is.
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Day 2
It is not erotic or even that Domina related; but for lack of something else to put here, it was really nice to have quite the productive day at work. i keep feeling like i am barely treading water with all of my time commitments between work and personal things. Today felt like i was able to stand on the bottom of the lake while having my head still above water. Not necessarily out of the lake yet, but on much more solid footing to start walking to shore.
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Day 3
i found myself getting turned on simply by reading the Week 4 assignment pdf. It seems a bit silly, but being turned on without physical stimulation is a fantasy of mine. It just doesn’t happen that often, so it becomes extra exciting when it does. Not to mention that the extremist within me immediate goes towards wondering what it would be like if reading Domina Shelle’s latest text message or tweet instantly sent me to the edge *giggles* Perhaps one day with enough training and long enough chastity streak 🥰
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Day 4
i was a bit worried that i might be coming across as too needy or impatient when interacting with Domina Shelle. i never want to come across this way intentionally nor unintentionally. Therefore, i asked Domina if i was during chat today to resolve my worry. Her reply is easily the highlight of my day:
No My angel you have not seemed that way and you are not needy My angel. you are so patient and wonderful to your Domina. Thank you My angel.
– Domina Shelle
Thank You Domina for the sweet affirmation. The only person i want to be in this life is Your angel. i desire to love, honor, and obey You forever 🥰😘
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Day 5
Little notes that let me know that Domina was thinking of me along with taking a pause and realizing all that She has done for me as mentioned above.
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Day 6
i was fortunate enough to have a brief phone call with Domina Shelle today. It might seem small, but it is moments like this that grant me a view behind the curtain. Obviously, Domina Shelle is genuine and authentic in everything She does for Her stable of slaves. However, it is the glimpses upon the Amazing Woman beyond the Sex Goddess that really make me fall in love with Her.
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Day 7
Sadly, i have reached the end of LocTober. These past five weeks in chastity for Domina Shelle have been so amazingly wonderful. i have always been a girl obsessed with surrendering control of my sex indefinitely to another person and there is no better person that Domina Shelle. Previously, i always struggled with the temptation to disobey and cum around the 2-3 week mark which led to the eventual “accident’ where i would edge just a bit too far and cum. i am so overjoyed that i successfully did not cum during the whole five weeks and hopefully for many more *giggles*
i am filled with so much peace and happiness in the knowledge that i have gained over this time that my sex is truly no longer mine; it belongs to Domina Shelle. Domina Shelle is my keyholder and i simply will not cum unless She commands it. If you have been reading these journals throughout the month, you know how surprisingly easy i found Loctober to be. i fully expected it to be quite the struggle after the 2 week mark especially with the extra teasing focus from Domina Shelle. There was one day of weakness last week that felt like my old self which i had the strength to withstand with the help of Princess Andrea and Domina Shelle. Otherwise, i find myself feeling like a brand new woman.
i have never really been a woman that interested in cumming; sudden impulses aside. i used to be a woman who desired to be held on the edge of bliss for as long as possible. Now i find myself not even caring about reaching the edge. So much so, that i am not even consciously rubbing slowly when Domina instructs me to touch Her sex. It is a much more automatic subconscious response. It honestly takes more conscious effort to speed up and attempt to edge when She instructs. On top of all of this is the fact that Domina Shelle has made it so pleasurable to touch myself while listening to Her voice that i have no need to cum. Mindlessly rubbing slowly under Domina’s instruction is vastly more pleasure than any orgasm has granted.
Thank You Domina Shelle for such an amazing LocTober experience. You really do know how to make my dreams come true. i hope that i am able to play at least a small part in making Your dreams into reality as well. i increasingly grow more fond of You with each passing moment and am eager to be Your forever! 🥰❤️
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