Becoming Domina Shelle’s Proxy of Control
slave v reflects on how magical the last two weeks have been as she continues to become Domina Shelle’s proxy of control.
Blind Trust in Domina Shelle
As Domina Shelle‘s slave, what do i fear? Hmmz, what a surprisingly hard question to answer. i have wanted to not know the contents of Her femdom hypnosis & erotic hypnosis recordings since the beginning of my time with Domina Shelle. As such, i do not remember the last time i read the description for […]
Cumming is Overrated, Chastity is Bliss
After spending a week on vacation only being able to listen to Surrender to Sleep while sleeping followed by two weeks of covid where i was simply too uncomfortable to breathe let alone trance, it was quite delightful to have My Captive Girl be my first recording “back”. Domina Shelle’s newest recording feels written for […]
A Weekend To Remember With Domina Shelle
Domina Shelle surprised me with an early morning email on Friday. Within it, She dictated some commands for me to follow throughout the weekend. Perhaps dear reader you are lucky enough to know what email i am referring to. After all, it is typically hard for me to tell whether Domina sent an email assignment […]
Does Domina Shelle Want me to Explore FinDom With Her?
“My sweet I’m thinking the trained and drained is not for you.” is what the text from Domina Shelle said. In the moment, i replied with “Agreed”. Wwe proceeded to text for a little bit about how much She owns my arousal and how much Wwe both love it that She does. After all, i […]
Happy Valentine’s Day
Yes, i am still here. Still lovingly owned by Domina Shelle. These past few months have been quite terrible. The holidays are always a rough time for me as my parents have basically disowned me. The typical holiday roughness was compounded by my younger brother unexpectedly dying in his sleep. He was the only one […]
LocTober 2021 – Day 34 – W4D7
Arousal Meter – 3/10 i found this day to be filled with much pleasure and thoughts of Domina Shelle. Meanwhile, thoughts of arousal or cumming have avoided my mind. It seems silly for the meter to be so low on my official last day of LocTober (not chastity); but, i think i might be over […]
LocTober 2021 – Day 33 – W4D6
Arousal Meter – 5/10 Woke up quite aroused after having an extreme reaction to listening to Week 4 recording before bed last night and then continued looping it through the night. Easily a 10 during the first listen last night and a 7 upon waking up. Arousal level began to lower once work started and […]
LocTober 2021 – Day 32 – W4D5
What is the Best Thing Domina Does For Me? It is really hard to narrow my answer to just one thing. First, Domina Shelle has improved my life with a love and acceptance that my own family cannot muster. There’s all of the sexual pleasure from surrendering to Her voice that would not be in […]
LocTober 2021 – Day 31 – W4D4
Arousal Meter – 5/10 A bit higher arousal in trance, a bit lower arousal outside of trance. It is my goal to stay in chastity long enough until i rate a whole week of 10s *giggles* Best Thing That Happened i was a bit worried that i might be coming across as too needy or […]