It’s been a month since Domina Shelle “punished” me by forbidding me to touch my pussy. Blah, my pussy sounds so wrong. It’s Her pussy after all. Similarly, it is Her mind, not mine. Actually, none of me is mine, it’s all Hers, so that’s the pronoun i am going to stick with. It is … Read more
slave v reflects on how magical the last two weeks have been as she continues to become Domina Shelle’s proxy of control.
After spending a week on vacation only being able to listen to Surrender to Sleep while sleeping followed by two weeks of covid where i was simply too uncomfortable to breathe let alone trance, it was quite delightful to have My Captive Girl be my first recording “back”. Domina Shelle’s newest recording feels written for … Read more
Domina Shelle surprised me with an early morning email on Friday. Within it, She dictated some commands for me to follow throughout the weekend. Perhaps dear reader you are lucky enough to know what email i am referring to. After all, it is typically hard for me to tell whether Domina sent an email assignment … Read more
Arousal Meter – 6/10 An “i am horny” thought lingered in the back of my mind all day while touching during recordings were slightly less intense as yesterday. slaves have been raving about Domina Shelle’s Week 3 session on twitter. i am excited to discover what all of the fuss is about tomorrow! Best Thing … Read more
Arousal Meter – ?/10 Not really sure what number to use today. Super aroused while touching and edging to the point i actually had to back off a little during some of the trances for the first time of LocTober. However, the state of being horny just doesn’t happen outside of trance. So much so, … Read more
Arousal Meter – 2/10 Despite the delightful new arousal reactions triggered by Domina Shelle’s picture tweets today, “my” body and mind seemed to have forgotten that Domina has held me in chastity for 18 days. 😢 Best Thing That Happened In the past, i have not really reacted much to Domina Shelle’s pictures. i have … Read more
Arousal Meter – 6/10 Incredibility aroused within trance. However, constantly forgot i was supposed to be aroused outside of trance. Sadly, i am starting to think work is distracting me from my sexual need even with listening to my White Noise II special loop more often. Best Thing That Happened At first blush, i was … Read more
Arousal Meter – 7/10 Pretty aroused during the recordings and slightly aware of my horniness throughout the day pushes the meter back up to 7. Best Thing That Happened Domina Shelle made today a day of edging outside of trance. To be honest, i can’t remember the last time i touched myself without Her voice … Read more
Arousal Meter – 3/10 Today is almost the polar opposite of yesterday. Slight arousal during trance and while wearing the nipple clamps pushes it up to the 3. Best Thing That Happened Obeying Domina Shelle’s command to wear nipple clamps for 10 minutes three times today while no panty petting allowed. It’s a bit amusing … Read more